ToUfU HeArT's LiNkZz

NewYear with great start!!~~!!

2011-01-03T09:38:00.000-08:00

Finally done with my hectic study styles and back 2 vacation!!
A lot of fun during the last month in the year
we put on a surprise birthday party on Chris
It's good that we made his day and shown our sincerity
We all had a nice night after all the effort on it

Chrismas' Eve is what i should celebrate greatly at my age
but i am not a Christian and hate to stand snobbishly in crowds
with lots of unknowingly passionate fella's shouting all around
so i go through it with my family in our nice and cozy home
i bet it's kinda great to go over it with family
at least u wont need to spend an extra cent on meaningless stuff

New year's eve is different for me!! This year's eve is best 4 me
coz i get to meet back most of my schoolmates and clubmates!!~~!!
and they lead me getting to know some new frens too
we celebrate new year eve together at JayaOne in PJ
although it just an insignificant event but it means much for me
it's long time ago we can gather round and chat so freely
most of them are students abroad so we had less chances to meet
thx for the invitation and i had a great night there...
although the waitress are quite annoying and delaying food serving

The next day which is the first day of year 2011
we had a In-house party to celebrate See kee's birthday
fun in preparing the mixers and stuffs just to satisfied our guest
there is the first time i get drunk and puke in the toilet
the after kick of mixing all alcoholic is truly deadly
especially its all pure and a few mouthful of it is disastrous!!
just sorry for those who kept the mess after my act
this is really the first time i get to know my limit
the most surprising is that they even pre-celebrate my bday also
i was really happy for that!!XD
its been 4 years after the last celebration
and it sure gives me a great memory and nice celebration of the year

I am a grown up for a few days more...it saddens me since i am grown
bu still there is a lot of benefit geh....hiak hiak hiak!!
like no nid get stop by the stupid genting guard while enterin casino
but still a grwon up should have a grown up mind
i really miss those childish days but i had suffer much from those d
hope i can really be mature and grow up a man which i wanted to be
*yawn* its getting late now and need to stop right here
nice year this year...hope my happiness can be continuous n everlasting
thx to ainie which remind that i stil had a bloggie...hahaz
^^v

F.M.L

2010-10-26T00:56:00.000-07:00

This month is just not my month man...
i screw my gpa's up and i was terminated by my school
i was alternately persuaded to withdraw from the course
but luckily at the last minute...i changed my mind
my family had a long discussion with me at Tenji's
and concluded that they will follow what i wished for
i am glad that i had such supportive member stands for me
It's my childish to take this course but in another way
i am gonna finish my childish act in a mature manner...
responsibility is what we take charge in our lives~~
gonna go through all those disturbing procedure
in order that i am a Utar's student once again

When u are in the deep hole...what impressed u is a rope
while i am depressed there are a few mates were there for me
this make me feels that i am not as unlucky as some others
they take me out at cinema...and FOC partial of the entrance fee
i got lots of friends...but mates i only have a few of them
i like the small numbers because they truly know who i am
and accept who i am...this makes me feel i am alive in here
thx dude....you know who u are and i dont need to name you on
and i finally get my license P....XD hey dont laugh at me leh
i test only by now because i dont need the license for studies
and it delayed me to take it ever since i started college life
but i finally get it now....in 1 shot....hurray!!!XD

yesterday i came to know that my uncle had passed away
after a lengthen medication and hospitality in Teluk Intan
He was a kind man to me and a great godfather of my brother
i felt sorry for not attending his funeral since its Monday
but i felt furious about his son,my cousin who is snobbish
I NEVER HEARD A SON NEVER ATTENDS HIS OWN FATHER'S FUNERAL
he's currently at sungai petani and that son of a *****
had convert himself into muslim in order to find peace
he said some deepshit stuffs like there's more malay than chinese
giving some fucked up holy crap to bullshit his soft-hearted mom
now i even wonder is he the one i knew all along the time
he even borrowing money from all his friends and relatives
even during his dad's funeral...i am fed up of it already
i dont have a cousin who doesnt even pay his respect to the dead
and the dead is his own beloved father who blossomed him with love
i never complained about conversion of religion affects anything
but it was his nature which truly disgusted me in all way...BYe!~!

Experienced in IMU's

2010-09-06T19:06:00.000-07:00

All my minor test had finally settled down
But i am too tense to continue in my studies
its raya but i decided to chase back what i left
i miss my family and my room in hometown but i cant help it
thats why i try to find something to distress myself
and i ended up in IMU gang's potluck....XD

Its a fact that i am a little shy because i am the only outsider
and suddenly maybelle told me potluck cancelled and just dinner
actually i do feel a little happy since there wont be too much ppl
at first i heard is just 5-6 person and all of a sudden become 11
XD....omg~ luckily chris and yikai is there but kee loon missing~
but once i met maybelle's housemate(rachel & jennifer)i was relieved
they are super duper friendly~~and i love the environment there
they admit they are a bit '38' but i dont think so...
it's just cool for me because they are just A-Ok...=)
there is more friends that i met is great too~~
dexter and teo which i know is intelligent and kind~~
they even drove me for dinner another day~~thx ya~~
gwei theng is a book and bear lover and u-wen is funny too
christine is a princess i heard but its ok because she is lovely
overall~~y'all are the best strangers i met....XD really like y'all

they had gave me lots of experience such as cooking in the hall
using a heater to do things which i need a 'wok'
their kitchen had less equipment but more manpower...XD its fun!!
they had changed my point of view which girl is poorer in cooking
we had dinner on floor which newspaper carpeted the floor
all the utensils like spoon,fork and plates are from Chris's house
a total overall it is fun and exciting!~!thx guyz and gurlz~~XD
and i get to know that its christine birthday that day Happy birthday!!
dexter's was on yesterday and i wished him too~~

All this fun i can have thx to chris who spare me a space to lie
maybelle's invitation and yi kai's companion and teaching...
i can't made it without you guys...really thx you ya~~
love y'all~~!!~~

_-_tOuFu_-_

Sadden...

2010-08-03T16:46:00.000-07:00

When i was chewing my notes with my dinner...my parents called
i thought they wanna brag my studies again but not this time
they gave me a news that silenced me for quite a moment
grandma had just passed away...

even this moment...i dunno what i wanted to do or say
the only thing i can think about that she is gone forever...
i never can see her blissful smile that bring peace to my heart
i never can hold her hands and rub against hers
i never can take her to restaurants to have dinner with her
i never can chat with her although we suffer from some age gap
i never can caress her wrinkled face and give her a goodbye kiss
I never can hear she scolds me because i am naughty
thats too many to speak off but these are my memories
the most frustrated things i felt now is that because of my study
I CANT EVEN SEE HER LAST SMILE IN LIFE!!!
i hate myself for being so powerless and therefore i am speechless
today i will have test and quiz but i don't even can concentrate
i know she wouldn't want me become like that but i just CANT HELP IT
I hate myself that i cannot spend more time with her
because i had to move on in my studies and career with some distance

I din't come out with tears when i receive the news but when i typed this
my tears just kept circulating my eyeballs...i am blurred but still
i don't wanna let my tears out...i wanna tell her that i am strong~
i wanted to tell her that i wont cry because i don't want her worries
my heart is crumbling and my mind is falling apart but i know that
she is strong as a woman who brought up 10 kids with her own determination
i don't wanna fail her expectation on me that i will be as strong as she is

she is a sincere believer of Buddhism and i hope that she is relieved
when Buddha had came upon her to summon her to the World of Joyfulness
i thank god that gave my grandma a painless and blissful death
she was 90+ so we expect that moment to come but still it hurts when occur
she is a fierce Buddhist who would knock her head on the floor over 100 hit
just to blessed us with her chantings in front of the statue...
she is the greatest grandma that i had ever known...i loved her
Thanks for your kindness which i am being flooded with
Thanks for giving me a knowledge of love that i inherited from you
Thanks for passing down ur blissful smile to me...i will do great with it
and i will smile at you to assure that you lived continuously in my heart
If u can...pls visit me in my dreams to tell me u are happy now
I hope she is being great in another world with my grandpa
or even another live~~
That's my last wish for her.....Amitabah~~

Drastic days and nights

2010-08-01T12:05:00.000-07:00

My life had certainly 100% turnover d~~lol why huh??
i sleep in the morning at 6-7 and awake for classes at 8
den after all those classes i go home taking for a nap
until 8 something at night only wake up for my lunch-ner
well i did great savings in these days coz 1 day maybe just 1 meal
what the hack make me do all these silly stuffs??? EXaM!~!

damn~
exams keep piling over and i never even have time to celebrate my dad's bday
oh man....my pops understand my situation but i still feel bad abt it
why ur course are having full test huh??most subjects had 3 test in a term
that means hell!!!its kinda hard to keep up to this
i am tired mentally and physically so i choose to play some MMORPG games
finally i have some time to relax but...i had addicted to it d
omgosh~~gonna need strength to pull this out

i am happy that there is someone there trying to revitalize me in relationship
and she is someone i hurt before....i felt bad for her truly
i don't want to repeat the same mistakes again as my past relationships
so i am sorry that i have to delay a bit since my life now is congested
i know u had some major exams coming so i rather u concentrate on those
i am tired now no matter what i do...its exam tomorrow at 8 and now
i am still bragging in front of the computer because i don't wanna touch those
thats the paper i repeat again and i am lack of determination~~
wednesday will be another test of my determination again...wanna be better this time
i dont wanna disappoints anyone anymore....definitely hate that!!

Quoted a phrase from my foundation maths teacher,
"Life is simple,but never easy,Maths either" after i take this course
i only understands the weight to bare~~well just can keep on going for now
and i wanna get my PTPTN money to invest in something....wahahahahaha
thats all its time for me to dig in my hellish notes again...Ja'mata~

Apologizing to my bloggie

2010-07-27T10:43:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry man...since the last blog i wrote, i chose to abandon u...

she really is nothing to me d luu~~i had gone through that

i can't imagine that it takes me almost half a year to recover

Well as those who said,"healed hurts will left a scar" and i agreed

but i can coop with it since i have lots of supporting friends here...XD

Friends huh???do u know that friendship and love are imaginary bonds?

although love is much more complicated but we are only facing one

friends can dragged along others...i am a silenced friend actually...:-)

Do u know what that mean??i will help silently if u're in trouble...

and i will still think u as a friend although u take me like some strangers

i won't bother what i am to u i wont bother anything to talk about....

true friends are just those who can stay quietly together without embarrassing

I know i am fierce in some way...XD but i am a fierce friend too~~hehe

I am a bit older in my group so i think like an old man...not a sin right??

Back to my life now....all i can say is just enjoying the battle of studies:-0

i had gone through 4 test in a row and some debate with some great fellas

the mid-term of my repeat subject is upcoming next...hope to be great

'Rushing" though my assignments with pleasure in RO...XD

a busy life is exciting but tiring...this course had torn my body badly

i am quite assured that my life had been halved at least....oh man~~

but this is life right??fighting,fighting,and fighting for the best i can do

i don't wanna disappoints my family and lost to some mere test papers

And i hate to fail in front of those people who diminish me especially close ones

i admit that i am a lazy fella but not an optimistic fool....in future,watch me!!!!

Penalty was won by me....fuck off

2010-02-12T11:02:00.001-08:00

*poof*...did u ever appear in my life???
i dun see any trace or straps....
so i can define u r NEVER in my life
and u r NOBODY to me...so what should i do?
or i shud say....WHY THE HELL SHOULD I CARE?
since it's a take down...then screw it...take it
opps...another mistake a gain coz u never can
because u R NOTHING!!!
fuck off from my life now and ever
heartache??dun ever dream of it
u are a damn fool that fooled me which means
i am just another fucking idiot...why???
because i fall for an idiotic trap...n no more...
tell ya a fact....u fell on my trap too damnit.!.
drastically i have no hard feelings now...phew~
since u r nothing for me...u dun deserve any from me
even any emotional...this time is the last and never
NEVER i shall pity on u again....bye and no bye~~

WanT a RiD3!?!?!?

2009-07-13T03:13:00.000-07:00

-Dun ask me why the title is that because i don't know
-i randomly think of something and make it interesting!
-how can i relate.....hmmmm ah har!! i know d
-Still remember the poem of "The road not taken"??
-it will be transformed into "The ride not taken"
-wakakaka it carries the same meaning..want me explain?
-sure why not?u see...in life there is a lots of turning points
-ride means a dicision on what u made
-try to imagine...you are a person loitering around
-without any purpose in life and just a living dead
-but fate always come to us at right time and right place
-IF ONLY u take the ride then your life started to change
-dun be surprise when it changes 360 degrees around
-because this is the meaning of life to me!!
-everyday can have excitement and changes is fun
-but we must bear the pain when bad changes approached
-to me...bad changes can be treated as a challenge
-and i damn like challenges coz it cherish up my lazy bump
-so far...i never get beaten before but sacrifices a lot
-i admit that i will face challenge by hook or by crook
-and use up my things to overcome it therefore...
-it makes me always wanted to win but now i realize...
-there is no highest or strongest in a group or field
-it only appears as higher and highest is terrible
-coz until then it will perishes your interest in life
-actually winning and loses is not important in life
-the most important in life is the matter of fact
-that i had learn a lot no matter the status of victory
-life would not have live if we don't think it does
-some of you maybe think i crap a lot but i thinks a lot

-just like when Aaron brought me to the church to hear
-i thanks him on letting me understand more in Christian
-i had a great interest in legends,miracle and religion
-because i do knows it possessed a great power in the world
-ever heard of religion war??the fight is most drastic ones
-it controls the mental weakness and mental power of groups
-i do believe the next king of Earth will appear
-but now conquer with war...is with religiousness strength
-i am nuts??nope is just that u haven look deep in religion
-i am originally a Buddhist since my family holds it
-i had deeply investigate in al-Quran and bible
-but seems that my language is weak which makes me a fool
- i just know that every religion brought people to goods
-and about those scary religiosity known as evil relic
-it has a system in sacrificing to redeem our sin
-and proves a lot of miracle to make sure we believes them
-others will just wrote some facts to make a believes optional
-thats all lo the guys back d make me cant concentrate d
-hope you all dun say me nuts or stupid la har...ja mata

_-_ToUfU_-_

AnoTh3r N3w lIfe oOo

2009-07-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

i wondering...if every time i had a major change in my life only i give this post...
there will be damn boring for my fans...as i know i every three month blog once
and i am terribly sorry to those who always view my blog and now lets begin!!

N3w chAnGeS In LiFe
-Stay wif girls and of coz my hing dais' edi
-shifted to KL to continue my studies
-found out UTAR in KL is never a decent place
-living in a penthouse which cost us tremendous of cash
-cook our own food ever weekend to improve our basic survivor skills
-swim and badminton become my only sports
-staying in a room which facing those construction
-'someone' or 'something' wake me up at 5 in morning
-Dota-ing and Cabal-ing almost every day
-entered degree courses with all brillant girls in my house
-get rides to school and thanks to our big sis,Anna
-struggling in lectures,tutorials and languages class

Now,i need to quote something from kai ma, "Stop acting good,It's disgusting"
- we checked through and fro for the one who 'they' accusing
-the conclusion is i am the biggest suspect
-i ask them straightly and their response never satisfied my curiousity
-i had a great skills of observation and the data i retrieve and interprete
-it shows i am the greatest suspect in between us
-today i asked li wen and kai ma again and i get the same answer
-"u ss la,who dare to shoot you like that leh"...i am a suspicious fellow
-and due to i dont have any good names so i still afraid that it is me
-since they are trying to cover their tings up i also cant interfere their thoughts
-we are same lecture,same tutorial even same group in assignment
-if anything is in the heart will never be good just like a thorn in heart
-must find a way to pull it out therefore i appoach them for answers...
-or else the consequences is unexpected and unimaginary big i guess
-since we will be in same course i really scare the atmosphere will derived
-a facthat i will just criticize a true friend ONLY because it improves a person
-but of cause all those jokes was not meant to be counted
-now may the Buddha bless me that all these rubbish is just my imagination
-for this time i really damn hope my instinct and observation is wrong
-and for acknowledgment to those who knew me,i am a randomer
-i must apologize for my annoyance since i not clear about your limitation
-if i really did annoyed u coz i not really meant to
-its a fact that i do what i did to y'all to my gf also and this pissed her off
-but this not the same since i like to see her pissed off like an angry kitten
P.S. i am single d lo now XD

_-_ToUfU_-_

a nEw aGe wiTh nEw stYle

2009-03-05T21:36:00.000-08:00

two months pass on my relation and is exactly two months
since my bufday until today...i had great days but...
suffer a lot as like last time we did
i know she's afraid but i just acting tough all the time
so i am getting tired some time but still...
i try to hold on as i know this is my choice...
i want it and i was voluntary to get it i wont give up easily
she's sweet but sometimes...she annoyed me greatly
especially with her attitude but nvm...life is never easy
but life are simple right??so be it may the god bless us

a new semester had begin and ended a week already
within a week i encounter a lot of problems
assignments,housing prob,annoying ants,sick of someone...
is already had been THIS big but i still manage to solve it
but of coz with my frens la...they really helps a lot
although sometimes they would ran off due to some pressure
but to me is normal coz everyone had the avoiding habit
so i wont blame them just hope that they could get a lesson
and do better in next time ya...

anna and aaron are still that lovely and one more thing...
looi gor in love d...now got looi sou liao...cannot play play le
my situation is still ok but daniel and fai yeh are working d
working hard for their dream girl and try to get them
add oil la u all...and be hapy always..

_-_ToUfU_-_

LoooNg TiMe No c LoO

2009-01-13T11:09:00.001-08:00

haha due to some personal prob so i no update eh
sorry arh...my fans and frens...XD
after all those things sure talk abt my bday first
XD....i had received lots of presents that day...
no matter in physically or mentally i did too...
FRoM pHysIcaLlY....
-RuMbLe in LeCtUrE haLL
-PizZa HuT
-HiT BiG "2"
-cAkE,tOuFu,fl0Ur,TaRt On FaCe
-TaP WatEr,c0Ld WatEr,sHaMpO0 WaTeR On BoDy
-HoN3Y oN HaIr
-a little cute chipmunk that sleep with me everynight
NoW is MeNtaLly...
-mY fReNs EfForT On mY BdaY
-TaKe BacK alL My Id3a TreAt M3 BaCk
-S0M3 WisHinG FroM S0M3 Loong LosT Fr3N
-My FaMiLy WiShEs
-My MoM GeT WelL
-hApPy & FuN TiM3 In My BdaY MoSt MemOrAbLe
-gAiNed TruTh Fr3NsHiP
-LaStLy...I G0T A gF aS a PrEsEnT aS mY BdaY!
abt her a bit i cant stop myself from speaking...XD
she is the one who make hurts in my life most
make me damn angry her and hate her last time
she's the only girl i mentioned before in my blog
so u all view the history back then u will know
i asked for dis present....i duno why also dun ask ME!
juz...i think try again is better than doing ntg...
our relationship is 2 close d so...we tried to make it closer
i dunno dis choice is right or wrong but i wont REGRET!

A CraPpY ShOw....
i must thanks aaron,yan ming,liwen daniel efforts!!!
we TD 1 are damn pround of u although the results....
in our heart, u are the damn great champ u know???
i dunno where out of a kind of idea making me choi san yeh
but nvm la hing dai mar sure help u geh...wakakakakaka
i tell yall...a talk show in purpose is to attract audience
that day we did it and we are champs in audience heart
i think the judges had their rights and professions too
but due to our group is not in a same catogeries as others...
others are informative talks...they got universal facts...
but we made all up in our own story...
they got pro english we purposely broken english
just because we had role play and dis seems no one und
so as helper i know ur intention,efforts and direction well
just to said....WE ARE ON ENTERTAINING TALKS!!!!
as the titles say it's crap just to entertain the audience
so we had done our part and we achieve our goals
dun worry dude...not only price is a token of appreciation
the ppl's clap and crowd cheering thingy is to support u
so this mean we had acheive our goal damn well
yall are the best dude dun get mad of the results but
take them as an experience...and be happy dude
u always got us on ur back dude trust me!

str3Ss wAs r3l3as3!?!?

2008-11-05T06:43:00.000-08:00

Hey i'm bac 2 m bloggie d....i miss ya la bloggie
today lo that aaron talk abt blogs remembers me
i had a blog too 2 expr3ss wat i wanna say!!!
today i had my five minits presentation speech
i talk about.......pls refer to da pic below!!

BRASSIERE!!

I prepared few nights just to get the slides and info
bt i am surprised dat i can speak spontaneously
and get quite a good results but became 10 minits speech....=.=
Ah Bong last sentences actually really touches my feelings...
i know how hard it is being criticize on father's ocupation
but dun worry bong...WE SUPPORT U!!!
but in return pls get us a few ducks for treat next time....XD

in the time i doing my presentation....a night was until 4
i walk to my bed lied down...watching the ceiling fan....
and naturally called her with my hp
wtf....i really wanna scold the *$&%*$#*$@ of myself
but i did called and then she start msgin me d
haiz.....how hard i get myself out of the hurricane
but without any force i sudden go back in it
why i just so lame???why i cant just forget???
anything in life i had my control except her....
and i get to know she's sick and having a test
naturally i will guan xin her...why i like that 1??
why canti be more cruel??? why...WHy...WHY!?!?!?!
i really dunno....in others i was quite experienced
and i knwo quite well how to deal with dis kind of prob
but i just cant do it myself...so i just hope be frens onli
hope she never d the same thing like last time again
or i dun over da limit again.....i save a lot of lives???
but who can save me out la???reaching for help man!!!!

_-_ToUfU_-_

long time no see man.....

2008-10-04T00:07:00.000-07:00

You know what???until now...
i only can update my blog coz now i got time
in kopitiam watching some girls
and catch up some times to update my small blog
also someone framed me here lo
that fellow go meet girls and leave me here
haiz that fellow shud know who is that la
give u all a clue lar....his name starts with 'A'
i almost a month did not touched my bloggie ler

A semester BreAk....good or BaD??
-back to my hometown doing ntg except sleep N eat
-although life in kampar is stressful but meaningful
-having a rest to walk a longer road i und
-but more time makes me think more useless thing
-her shadow i truely cant get off...what tricks she made?
-but nvm ba time will wash everything's up i think
-shhu shhu....hate that feeling lar...also that 'A' fellow lo

StReSsFuL WeEk....

2008-09-08T03:34:00.000-07:00

i was quite suffered in this week...

Final is coming
-charging towards every sub in the hand
-besides study then tutorial or more and more question
-study until night become morning....
-need to play basketball to release stress
-due to lack of time we played at 3a.m. till 5a.m.
-studied a lot but still cant study finish a lot
-having study group with aaron.anna,daniel and me
-they do help me a lot and yan ming did participate 2
-what on earth is that??until i no time write blog
-my fans all also scolding me lo....XD
-when i finish everything i plan to write a novel
-cuz i had promised to a little girl who wrote novels

my hand phone was 'cook' in a steamboat....Delicious!!
-feel sorry to my hand phone
-that day we went to a steamboat with my old classmates
-just happen when i was smsing and try to take food
-the little jellyfish cost me about 400++ to eat it
-when i saved it from the soup
-the bottom part already like a smoked bacon
-now i had to use my old phone Motorola L6
-when i cant answer the phone please forgive me
-because my phone cant rang when you all called
-and i not quite remember how to use too de
-make me until sms more than three minutes ea

WhY FuN AlWaYs CoMe WiTh MiSeRy?!?!?!?

2008-08-30T02:29:00.000-07:00

The Tuesday before had a lot of fun...
-today is the big day of our sifu!!!
-his birthday act as a truely 20 year old boy
-our whole class TD 1 wear pink except him
-that makes him special ler
-we had the celebration after our CS class
-at TESCO de Mc'd and in my opinion
-he had experienced an unforgettable exp
-left over cake is paste on his face...
-IN THE OPEN PUBLIC!!!
-such embarrassment will marked us in him
-and then we had break the record of Waja
-cuz we go back to school in a car of 10 person
-two girls ad eight guys...try to imagine it...
-just like a piece of freshly squeezed sardinzZz

At night...The parTy of my house begins...
-today is a quite busy day
-after celebration, i had to rushed home quick
-to prepare the food for our BBQ at night
-this included 30 person more or less la
-me and wei min starts the fire in charcoal
-its not an easy job but thx for him
-he bought some starter of the fire!!
-we prepared salad,chicken,sausage,fishball
-and all of a sudden i get a rumour from TD 1
-the Sleeping Beauty Anna didn't found her prince
-this made us quite worried for a while cuz
-jessica can't make it to BBQ and this will cause
-'someone' to be truely disappointed
-but at last everything gone smooth
-due to Ms Anna had finally awaken by....
-this i not clear lo must ask her liao...XD
-and in times,Daniel suddenly bought in chocolate
-we dip the fruits in salad to the chocalate...!!
-nice man...and i roast apple in honey too!!
-my housemate and i ended it wiht water game!!
-we cleaned and play all over the place till 4 a.m

WHy....TeLL mE WhY????
-why cant i be happy through out this week??
-why must something bad happen on it??
-when i was dealing with my test in my studies...
-Ren Yu suddenly nudged me in MSN....
-i walk to my comp and have a look on whats up
-and i got a terrible msg....one of my classmate
-had an terrible accident in Tapa highway and
-passed away after failure in saving him at 8 p.m
-he was my classmate and a naive and nice person
-i never thought suc a good person will gone like that
-why god always shorten the nice guy's life???
-WHY!?!? today i also went to his funeral in Mansion Park

Emo Pics...emo feel now....

eXpeRieNcEd dAySz

2008-08-18T08:28:00.001-07:00

Today is a big day......
-Daniel's birthday!!
-We prepare a surprise party for him
-we are busy cooking everything...
-but all of a sudden we received fatal msg..
-Daniel is having dinner with ah Bong.!.!.!.
-i fast fast called ah bong to snatched his rice
-called Anna to pick him up...
-luckily our main person haven't had dinner yet
-we cook omelet,spaghetti,salad,French fries
-We had our Chewie's Sausages and deserts
-deserts are longngan,laichi,pineapples iced syrup
-the last fruits is DURIAN!!!! we cant finish it

-me and Aaron hurt our fingers at the same part
-we had a nice days but there's a problem
-we go home by muddy road in the dark
-we arrived safely but with mud covering us
-only Aaron is safe, me n looi gor all kena
-tell ya guys...i really enjoyed today a lot

Another things is that today is a sad day 2...
-there is always coincidence in this small world
-the one that i love the most have the same bday
-all the things done for Daniel actually....
-i did promise her to make it for her but just cant
-coz i can no longer steps into her life
-we now living in a separate world and life
-the resent i promised before also had abandoned
-it's enough....i had to put her down to walk further
-i cant let a girl drag me for life and one more thing
-she is not worthy for me to do such sacrifice to her

A BloG oF FiVe coNsEcUtIvE dAyZz

2008-08-14T10:46:00.000-07:00

10/8/08, Sunday(Four days before debate)

-The frustrated test had finally gone n i think i would get an>>
-we had a game on badminton to release our stress
-We get to taste the oldest man's fried chicks....>>
-I had waited for Daniel and jiahuei in completing da slide show
- Due to addiction of RO had deprived and aaron's missing
- that day we did nothing....XD

11/8/08, Monday(Three days before debate)

-Aaron is back but my addiction haven gone
-Aaron gone frustrated towards us and did it himself in his home until 4 a.m
-sorry Aaron....RO is just...u shud know it
-I go home to prepare for open discussion..
-prepare enough my bullets to have a nice snipe...XD

12/8/08, Tuesday(Two days before debate)

-our girls' team against Sibu guyZz
-apparently they had a good stylish debating
-make us more nervous abt our debate
-we just can be the supporters that day
-due to nervousity, we had gone Siao....XD
-when u zoom at aaron's face....he's suffering
-there was a phase said that:"sei gai chang fan guoi"
-its a cantonese saying....if don't und...go ask sumone
-that night having a bday party for pei ting
-although i dunno who she is i still wish her hapi bday
-that day onli our discussion starts....in open air!!
-its terrible cuz we had done maniac thingszzz....
-FoOtBalL!!!

13/8/2008, Wednesday (one day before debate)

-We are rushing everything in a speed of madness
-not only debate and also physic reports X 2!!
-i was rushing through the report and my teammates...
-They are doing rehearsal already!!! i am tensioned
-That day we do until 2 or 3 a.m. and a miracle...
-Daniel never sleeps in the process!!!
-That night...i also received a devastating message
-she...said that she will leave my life forever or else...
-she would die in an unlikely way...such words out....
-my heart-ache are still so unpleasant with my rush
-but i still need to keep smiling cuz tomolo is the day
-she is the one who only can adjust my feelings
-to me age is never a problem...feel is the most...
-and that night...i undergo insomnia without tears

14/8/2008, Thursday (the day of DebaTe)

-The day that all means had come....
-before it we also take pic with chemistry tutor...Mr.Ng
-my feelings is just scare, but more excited
-when we find out that 1st group wasted an hour
-i quite disappointed cuz need to tension again
-but for God's sake....we could debate right on time
-cuz errors had occurred in other groups...
-i really feel sorry for them but feel happy too
-am i too devilish?? but still thanks god for that la
-i too serious...aaron half serious half joker
-how bout looi gor???He's definitely a Joker!!!
-his voices was too great!!
-after that de things all is in pictures...
-so have a great time enjoying them!!!!

nice picture rite????i love TD 1 and never regret joining u guys man....
surely give a great applause to our supporters but especially below de few...
Anna,Jessica,Yan Ming, and Li Wen give a lot of effort and support to us...
now give u a kiss of frenship....muackzzzzzz...thx girls!!!

i HaVe GoT a "BlaCk" DayZz....

2008-08-08T06:48:00.002-07:00

2day is an Examinations' Eve...

We got lots of presents such as notes, tutorial question and etc
We have a lot of books and relevant document accompany me
the lecturer smiling at us and give us anonymous pressure
We celebrate in the room with pencil and pen on paper
surfing the net to send warmest regards to markers
have a pray to the god and says....PLS DONT FAIL!!!!

2day is a Best Banana Award day....

once upon a time there are two bananas'
there suddenly join a group when grow up
but they were sad coz not the same kind
they speak other language...
so the bananas' had to learn their language
the group ppl always teach n held an award
whoever speaks in their language with means
I AM A BETTER BANANA!!!
Banana YM had won over Banana JY
because Banana JY talks in Tamil.....XD
but you know what??banana always close....gg

2day is a contrast day...

We had hoping this days to come
Jia Huei & me
please dun think in negative way
we are just celebrating a thing
that called facing exam like DEATH...
my shirt is walataki...
that meant is family
We were like brothers n helping each other....

ToDay....was FunNy

2008-08-07T02:36:00.000-07:00

Funny things that i had done.......

- teammate with Blur God and still can play good!!(my Classmates should understands)

But he said that he can't start his God "bike" to come so he was late....XD
and i had played a trick to push him out of debate team.....XD
although i felt bad but i must cuz its for our own sake and marks sake....

- I busted Aaron's door and i need to repaint it tonight.....XD

it's not totally my fault actually cuz i am just helping him
and it should be the one who locked him responsible for this
and now i make good intention but bad results
my money is flying away from me....XD

- I joined the volleyball team in Foundation of UTAR....

we had nice game with just FIVE person n one injured....
my skills are totally gone and just like an amateur....XD
i use legs to hit volleys....never straight 2...XD

- Taking pictures in the square of UTAR...

happened yesterday in front of our grand library
all studying n found a beautiful strip on the floor made by someone
someone dunno doing what looking at the sky...XD
some more die....just like debt collector
really pity the girl...
which hero can help her??
the one that sitting in with red shirts??
nah...he is just another debt payer..XD

-Night Studies at Aaron's House

We went to pasar malam to buy vege
then we buy food and eat at his house
after eating all slept or on9ing
you can see how 'tired' we are...XD
also happens last night la of cause...

SnobBisH DayS

2008-08-06T01:49:00.001-07:00

Shock on today....it rains as my feels....

- Need to study in KL but penniless

- Did not attend Chemistry and duno anything abt what she taught today

- doing anything without a feeling( just like zombies)

- missing someone in heart but not in action

- Get wet while i rushing home

- Cant think of anything to write my bloggie.....

but after all these i still can smile as i am still me and i will conquer whatever that stops me just because i NEVER GIVE UP's.....

TiRiNg LiFe BuT MeAnInGfUl

2008-08-05T04:27:00.000-07:00

After assignment then presentation, before presentation must do preparation and in the corner is the examination, for this we need to do revision and in conclusion, i get really less time with my cushion.

Its a challenging life and this the one i am hoping for....but in some time i felt quite tiring and wanted left everything behind and have a nice sleep with peace and never need to rush in everythingzz... just like the little bear besides having all the fun with himself......so free man!! but the reality are always very cruel 1.....

I need to think things until head burst de....and i always need to figure it out how to help my teammate in my situation...now i understand thats why people says that helping someone success is more greater than success on his own....we never know what we can do until we tried... but i really do until a bit tired de....see the pic ler so down coz really dunno how to do my maths....XD (see i still can smile de...am i siao???)

and i am trying again and again to guide someone back to his mind and roads.....he seems to have a lot of thoughts but none of the action speaks....... he really need ones to get him up or else i scare he cant find his way out of this misery.....but after today's counsel....hope he'll be good adi...

everyone have opinion to studies but mine a bit different...coz i treat it as a game and i wanna challenge it....this is also the reason i pick my courses...but now i seems to be a little bit worried about it becoz it gives me quite a scare when i saw the things they studied yesterday.....i am totally defeated but i never give up so i must + my work and study and same to Attitude!!

wakakakakaka....now i still can have a smile on the face because someone in the movie acting as a villain and states that.......let me put a smile on your face....!! its sound's familiar right?? and my friend Aaron also always say that coz he like to smile and it makes him more cute and chewie so just apologize first to the one who see my pic below coz it made quite an annoyance....XD (smile smile)

Another F*ck up day.....

2008-08-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

My relations with her had been maintained until now in a quite obvious but still in unstable stage because both of us keeping silence and let the feeling just continue to evade our heart... but just because in the few days before i had my very busy times and i did not care about her for just a moment, she suddenly said out that her mind is now complicated and wanted me to leave her and dun care abt her.....all the things come on a sudden, i still think that me and her are just past tense because of her betrayal, i did some terrible things that defame my own... she came back to me and said she was hurt and only me are her medicine that can healed her.... i cant push away her offer because of my stupidity and finally i get myself hurt.... who shud i blame??? my own of her???am i too good for her or she is just a good-for-nothing??? i have been totally distracted mentally and even physically thats make me writing this blog in a late night.

This is her already but shud i just flick her off my mind or what??i am confused....truly....

FirsT BloGgEsss....exCitEd

2008-07-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

hey hey everybody on blogger good afternoon....
i am having my first blog...i intro myself first...
i have a great past life with a bright good life now
wakakakakaka.....just very excited beign on this berry ring of my own